speaking my mind: sometimes i feel like there are two personas inside me. so i get a glimpse of a few of the conversations inside my head and write it down here. the main characters? Me & Myself, of course. so if you're reading this...then you're eavesdropping on me. And what we're into right now? Is SHOPPING! ENJOY!!!
I can't believe I'm actually doing this. Let me describe the situation: This is me comparing myself to a pathetic ex girlfriend drunk texting an ex boyfriend who would either 1.) enjoy this and make a reply saying all good things as if they have a chance of actually getting back together again, or 2.) just enjoy this and feed his ego.
Why? I can't even compare to the who-knows-how-many-number of eels that were actually there from the start fan girling over the Asia Prince. I'm a late bloomer when it comes to obsessing over him, and to think I'm not even the type to go screaming about liking an actor. Not even local ones.
It's just that Jang Keun (or Geun) Suk is terribly interesting. For sure he's good looking and all that... but he's narcissistic. Conceited most of the time, and just so full of himself. Which is quite adorable because he's the type that knows what he wants and goes for it. He's free spirited, but at the same time, he shows a side where you'd think he's lonely when he absolutely isn't quite so. Well at least when it comes to being famous he knows just where he stands. He's Asia Prince for goodness sake! Yet, he has this insecure side that gets fed off through fans who'd do just about anything to feed his need.
I could go on and on dissecting the kind of character Jang Geun Suk is to me, but then again, maybe I should do that when I can type clearly. For now, let's establish the fact that he'd enjoy so well... that I'm so interested about his personality. And that, after some theories, I'm actually hearing him say stuff that I was assuming in my mind through the different segments (youtube vidoes about interviews, show guesting, and concerts) that turns out to be true after all. I only learned it when I decided to watch other video clips after finishing most of his movies and K-dramas.
I have so many questions about his roles in his films... I guess I'd save that for another blog entry about him as that would take awhile to discuss.
For now I want to leave the question... how does one fan get noticed by someone like him???