My patience had been tried more than a dozen times these past few weeks, and I don't even know if I'm getting any better at suppressing my anger. Nope, it's not like I'm close to killing anyone. It's a sort of rage that you feel when you're close to having tantrums. Sometimes I'm such a baby when it comes to emotions like that, that I find it hard to simply ignore.
Anyway, I guess my efforts aren't necessarily in vain for I often find myself dreaming the things that I've been keeping to myself. And nope, you're wrong again if you're thinking about it as a sexual thingamajig. LOLS! See? My mind still raises senseless points. What I meant is that, the more I keep my reactions within me, the more I get to face it in my dreams. And believe me, having emotional related dreams where you see yourself so mad or so lonely makes mornings a pain to wake up to. Often times you don't feel rested.
So there, that's my dilemma lately. You can't call it sleepless nights, restless would be a better word.
Sigh.
Anyway, I guess my efforts aren't necessarily in vain for I often find myself dreaming the things that I've been keeping to myself. And nope, you're wrong again if you're thinking about it as a sexual thingamajig. LOLS! See? My mind still raises senseless points. What I meant is that, the more I keep my reactions within me, the more I get to face it in my dreams. And believe me, having emotional related dreams where you see yourself so mad or so lonely makes mornings a pain to wake up to. Often times you don't feel rested.
So there, that's my dilemma lately. You can't call it sleepless nights, restless would be a better word.
Sigh.
